R, 23, Female, Indonesian. Catperson, Fan of Multifandom and The Sims, Random Stuff and many more~
Tiba2 diserang rasa galau…..
Maybe my heart has been captured by you… even though just a little bit… even though we met just for a short while…
And you paid no attention to me or whatsoever…. it kinda breaks my heart….
Will I ever gonna see you again..? Maybe I should forget you, yeah..?
Maybe these feelings are just for temporary…. Maybe there’s someone better than you who will love me back… Maybe someday I’ll meet him, the right one… or maybe not….
Oh, I don’t know, this is so unpleasant and confusing….
I just want someone to loves me back, accepts the real me, and completes me… *sobs
Abandon those hopes, it might 200% never gonna happen…..
I don’t want falling in love again in the next future, it’s stupid, he won’t have the same feelings…..
Close the damn door.
I know I am freakishly boring and don’t know what to say at some point of the conversation… but I want you to stay and make it better or change me and brighten my day……
I don’t have any chance to impress a guy to love me then….??
What should I do, don’t make me hate myself more than I already have……. Always so pathetic. Should I stop hoping now or what???!! I hate being like this….. Should I cease to exist???? Gosh!